"Behind my smile....
I carried my broken heart wherever I went. Every miscarriage seemed to just add to the weight of my previous loss and kept the wound open. I didn't know how to heal"
Hi, I'm Nicole
Over the years, my childlessness and miscarriages meant I felt entirely alone, separated from the world by an invisible barrier of pain and shame. I blamed myself for my miscarriages and felt I'd failed at life. My childlessness weighed heavily on me, with each passing year I felt I was watching life passing me by.
It was difficult to accept my babies had died and that I would not carry my own child to term. I wanted to document my story to give support and hope to those who may feel the same.
My boyfriend and I, are currently in Stage 2 of the adoption process and our hearts are full of excitement for the child we shall welcome into our home and our hearts.
You can read a bit more about the background to my story in the 'About me' tab.
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